Stop worrying.

Come on, think on the bright side! Think positively! Kisses!

You are just a poor fucker.

I am just simply pissed off!

She says :

Hey babe, I absolutely agree with you that, when poverty comes in at the door,love flies out at the window. But, how if I shut the window before everything? Okay okay, I'll remember this.

My comfort zone.

I used to have a comfort zone where I knew I wouldn't fail.
The same four walls and busywork were really more like a jail.
I longed so much to do the things I'd never done before,
But, stayed inside my comfort zone and paced the same old floor.

I said it didn't matter that I wasn't doing much.
I said I didn't care for things like commission checks and such,
I claimed to be so busy with the things inside the zone,
But, deep inside I longed for something special of my own.

I couldn't let my life go by just watching others win.
I held my breathe ; I stepped outside and let the change begin.
I took a step and with new strength I'd never felt before,
I kissed my comfort zone, goodbye, and closed and locked the door.

If you're in a comfort zone, afraid to venture out,
Remember, that all the winners were at one time filled with doubts.
A step or two and words of praise can make your dreams come true,
Reach for your future with a smile ; success is there for you.

Death ； Hurray.

I've never murderred someone, now, I am trying to. NgiakNgiakNgiak.

Crappin again.

I can't really bear up with the boredom of going same routine in my life. Welcoming anyone, anything to interrupt my schedule. Thank You.

Craps.

Life goes even suck after came back from camp. I totally don't feel the existance of t.i.m.e. How sad. I still have few papers to go when school reopened. Come on, they are important. Ah ha.

Another random post. Sad.

ARP Camp.

Our dear commitee members are going to create a profile in Facebook soon. So, if want to see what was happening in past four days, just go ahead. Will post the link here later.

Exhausted.

Went to camp for four days and three nights.

Start of something new.

Em, I should get something changed. Yes, I think.

Kisses.

You kissed me.

The Road Not Taken.

I chose the least used one, but now, another two to choose. ARGGH!

I want stop studying, go sleep againXD.

Trial isnt THAT important right? HAHA.

Everday Greatness.

Whoever you are,there is some younger person who thinks you are perfect.There is some work that will never be done if you don't do it.There is someone who will miss you if you were gone. There is a place that you alone can fill.

-Jacob M. Braude

Is this the reason that brings confident to you on believing I will get what I dream for?

But, I want everyone, if possible. XD.

Thank you.

What makes you so sure that I can achieve my goals, or succeed in my life? Anyway, Thank You.

J.C.M

A successful leader has to be innovative. If you're not one step ahead of the crowd,you'll soon be a step behind everyone else.

-Tom Landry, NFL Coach.

.Get out from your comfort zone.

Trial.

Nothing much to say about my trial. Everything just went fine, and they would be better, if I did my revision.

War.

The King is on his way to the battle land, fight for his men and himself. For the greatest honour, best achievement in life. Ohhhhhh, all these are craps. I am just having papers starting on tomorrow until this month ends.

Fu-yoooooo.

Went to bookfest. And brought 20books for only RM500! Worth! No novels, no comics, just SELF-ENRICHMENT.

p/s, normally they will cost me about RM 1000 and above!

Who cares what you're thinking.

Do you think I really care about it, lame. I no longer stay here - if I successfully get schorlarship,so you can just do whatever you wish to, it doesnt bother me much. But, please think before you act, otherwise, you'll just look like a foolish. Ohhh yea yea yea yea yea, don't act mature in front of me, and talking craps, you still not that level, get off! Before I end this, I am so sorry that your-so-called-high-self-confidence is just a joke for me, nothing to proud of. Ha.

* People, I am not zooming to anyone else. So, relax, and unfortunately, you don't know this person. If not, perhaps, we can publish a book named - 'Sucker'.

I am going to insane.

Gosh, feeling sick again. Hell,it is the third time falling sick for this month! Lol.

Super crazy man.

I am tired. But, still mentally energetic. I am dancing with the absolutely soft songs on now. What 's wrong on my neuro-system? Ha.

I am lucky.

Believe it or not, I was absolutely lucky! Here the story goes: Last saturday, I went duty for 30 hour Famine. How amazing, it was nice! We met peoples, and ARTISTS! Oh my gosh, 6 of us out of 30 first aiders got the greatest opportunitIES to have a real close contact with artists - MeiYan, V and Friends! We, the only six, are the first , and also the only one group from St John members (* Well, a story to go to explain this, but, I am not gonna tell you.XD*) who can get signature from MeiYan, MY Fm DJ. I got her signature on my ST JOHN T-SHIRT! And MY FM other by-products. Thanks for the president of the camp, you such a great lady! Love you! You gave us memories! (* Although I am not really so crazy about MALAYSIAN ARTISTS, anyway, just had fun on chasing STARS) Okay, before we went back, oh again, the only six were invited to join the camp the next day, for FREE! We went.

Sunday morning, we reached there, and learnt the theme song. Anyway, not important. We went to Bukit Jalil Stadium next. Wow, we had rocks to the max for 6 hours. And, our seats were so near to the stage! How can this be? ( I'll explain this later!) Okay, I really had fun there, especially for the last two hours, we were dancing in the stadium, oh gosh, and the last hour, A-Mei came! God knows, the aura of the stadium boiled in a sudden. Ermm, is exploded! We danced, we shouted and we sang! I lost my voice finally, and my head! I really went crazy! Shouting like no one business! Okay, a lot of malaysian artists went there too, I just enjoyed. The show was nice, great job! Anyway, I really had 2 days fun with 30 hour famine!

Oh my gosh, I got a miraculously good luck for this time. Let me clear all the doubts. First, I supposed went there for duty ONLY, but, somehow, I had been invited to attend the camp next day. Second, I got the special opportunities for the first day. Third, my seat! AGAIN, BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I DID NOT PAY FOR THE CAMP, BUT I GOT WHATEVER THE CAMPERS GOT, ERMM, I GOT BETTER THAN THEM! so, I was brought to the seat, and I realized it is so near to the stage. I DID NOT PAY FOR IT! Other campers have to pay RM100. Forth, no matters St John First Aiders, or campers, they just got one certificate, and guess what? WE GOT THREE CERTIFICATES! Gosh, we went the same duty/camp, but, our rewards are better! I got one cert for duty, one cert for joining them as camper, and the other one, I DON'T KNOW WHY I GET IT, BUT, I JUST HAVE IT IN MY FILE NOW. Let me emphasize one thing, THERE ARE INTERNATIONAL CERTIFICATES FROM WORLD VISION, THEY HELP IN APPLYING SCHOLARSHIP!

DEAR LORD! Thank you for so much!

P/S : Sorry for my messy post, I just can't get out from craziness

PP/S: Just ignore my G mistakes, I can't pay any attention on that

PPP/S : Don't feel any jealousy, you will have it one day.

PPPP/S : What can I say is,

THANKYOUFORANYONEFORGIVINGMETHISGREATOPPORTUNITYTOMEETNEWTHINGSANDEXPERINCEDMUCH!PPPPP/S: I may leave out a lot of details, 'll edit later.

I AM TOTALLY LOST CONTROL NOW!

Oh yea, something should you congratulate me is, I HAVE NOT EATEN FOR 28 HOURS! I DID IT!

I GONNA SHOUT OUT LOUD AGAIN AND AGAIN, NOT FOR THE ARTISTS OR WHAT, JUST, I FEEL WANT TO SHOUT AND SHOUT AND SHOUT WHOLE NIGHT. I AM LUCKKKKKY, JUST ABSOLUTELY LUCKYYY. THANK YOU MY MOTHER, MY FATHER, MY SISTER, DEAR GODS, DEAR PRESIDENT AND COMMITEE MEMBERS FROM THE CAMP, THANK YOU WORLD VISION, THANK YOU A-MEI, THANK YOU HELP COLLEGE, THANK YOU ANYONE HERE FOR READING MY LAME POST, AND PERHAPS, YOU MAY FEEL I AM WASTING YOU TIME, ANYWAY, THANK YOU, THANK YOU! I AM HERE, WITH FOODS, WATER, HAPPINESS, JOYS, LUCKS, EDUCATION, LOVES, MEMORIES...................THANK YOU THE EARTH FOR GIVING ME A LITTLE SPACE FOR THIS LITTLE PERSON TO HAVE THIS BIG OPPORTUNITY TO LEARN! OH, I GOT NOTHING TO SAY MUCH, JUST, I AM ABSOLUTELY LUCKKKKKKKY. THANK YOU. * Don't wrack me please*

My baby girl.

A question from Lynn and Ginn : What type of girls you like. Well, I cant remember the question exactly.

A Girl who
- is tall.
- is hot.
- is an UK lady, if I am lucky enough, ha ha ha, or a white.
- is educated for sure.
- is confident.
- is matured.
- has own judgement.
- can take any decisions.
- can handle her own thingy, and not relying. Well, she can, but not too often. At least she has to take a try, no matter it can be suceed or just a failure. Then, if she asked for help, definitely I will help her with 200% efforts.
- does not over act. Just be what you are.
- loves me.

Well, I am stunned of idea. Edit it again, if something poped out.

I dont like the girls who are real depending on boys, because, after we broke up or anything happened one day. Then, she can do nothing. So, apart from loving me to the max, I would like guiding her to a better person or life, so that, if anything happened, she still can carry her life on. And she learnt, and grew. I will feel absolutely sorry if I wasted her ages without nothing gained, but just a love story. I think that a guy, except loves his girl max, and he has to ensure that, his girl is protected, is in happiness condition everyday, and, yes, can be more wiser and exposed than the past. Well, there are just my opinions, who cares. I know what to do to my lovely girl.

Messy.

How can I look on the bright side? It is just a big mess!

I know I am mad.

R.I.P soon. Oh bye bye people!! Not ready for trial, and for some reasons, I go duty and camp during the one-week break. Haha. Die soon.

I know I am day-dreaming, SHUT.

Oh yea, before I forget about it, emm, I dont think I can forget about it, well, Can somebody tell me trial is not important at all? I wish to stop struggling from it sooo badly!

Air-needed.

I am suffocated! I need AIR!If possible, spare me times and money. I need them as well.

Lone.

Whenever I need helps, you are NOT there for me.

Helpless.

I doubt if I have the strength to fly over obstacles, but, something I absolutely sure is, I fell and have lost my wings.

Back.

Hey, people, I am back to school NEXT MONDAY. BIG CLAPS.

Love is always been my side.

I love my life. I know what to do. All my doubts cleared. Thank GOD.

Shut up.

I know what to pretend!

My new email-address.

People, please add up my new email-address, and I'll be start using it next week. Thank you.

kallvenn92@hotmail.com

Good day,

Kal 13July7.51pm

And my Facebook - kallvenn92@hotmail.com.

And Skype - kallvenn

The talk with soul.

Staying in an isolated darkness room, alone, to listen the words from the heart, and the soul.

He says,

S : Have you ever seen sunrise?

K : Yes. It is beautiful.

S : And it brings hopefulness and new life, isn't it?

K : Yes. I guess so.

S : How about sunset, and the night?

K : It means ending, end of the world.

S : It ends the tragedy of the day, and brings you to the dawn.

K : I hope so, but, my tragedy never end, even the sun rises and sets day after day.

S : You love midnight?

K : Yes, I enjoy it.

S : Why, it's so lonely.

K : I am lonely, don't I?

S : You ain't lonely, you have friends.

K : Can I consider them as friends?

S : Why you say so?

K : I don't know. Do they ever know what was I thinking?

S : Perhaps no, perhaps yes. Open you heart to your friends.

K : What can I do? They are getting far away from me, especially the one I have got used with. I have no one to trust about, and talk my problems to. Is it my problem or theirs? Everything changes, and the trust among us is breaking down. No cure or way to remedy.

S : What makes this?

K : I don't know.

S : Why you love midnight?

K : Because it gives me spaces to talk to you, and to fall into my dream, dream of hopes. It's relaxing, and I can only sense the smell of freedom.

S : How about day-life?

K : It is too hectic but things repeatly happening, it is less interesting. I don't like it.

S : Which day you prefer to, sunny day or rainy day?

K : Rainy day. When the rain falls, I can hear the melody of nature, it's awesome. And sometimes, it strengthens me up for fighting better future, it brings hopes, and the loves from nature. The love from nature is pure, and straight away injects into my heart and say, she loves me and asks me not to give up.

S : How about sunny afternoon?

K : It brings hope too, but not here, urban area. I would definitely fall love into sunny day if I at beaches, or grassy fields. Picture it, laying on the beach or grassy field, watching the slow flowing clouds, and the sunlights illuminate upon your body, and warm up your heart, expel the depressions. Is so happiness the life is.

S : The day flows from midnight, till the dawn, and the morning, then sunny afternoon. It comes to evening.

K : Yes, evening is sweet.

S : How you say so?

K : When orange sunbeams shoot up to the sky, the moment is great and happiness, and the scene is nice, so peacefulness. I am like standing beside the beach now, seeing the sun sets.

S : You love seeing sun sets?

K : Yes, it clears my mind. And the colour changes of the sky are amazing. From bright blue to yellow-orange, and red, then falls into grey and totally dark at last. Colours bring hopes too. I wish to capture colours of happiness.

S : But, night comes after evening. You said night is end of the world, how can things change in a sudden.

K : Things can change in a sudden. Tragedy usually happen in a sudden, without signalling, right?

S : I guess you are right, but, do you believe night brings hope too?

K : I know what you're trying to say. Night ends the tragedy and brings another new hope. But, it turns the earth into darkness. Everything went dark. It likes grabbing back all the hope from people.

S : What is the different between night and midnight?

K : One is end of the day, and one is begining of the day.

S : They go in a circle right? The day comes and goes, the sun rises and sets, don't they go likes this?

K : Hmm, yeee......sss.

S : There is no gap between night and midnight. And for sure, hope is always be there.

K : Hmmm.

S : Have you seen full moon at night?

K : Sometimes.

S : And stars?

K : Usually, but is difficult to see them in city.

S : Is the scene nice?

K : Can I say no?

S : I don't think you will say no. You love stars and moon. Do you still remember? Years before, you went to P.R. You laid on the beach, and you looked up to the sky. The surrounding was dark, so, the stars and moon were clearly shown. There were million of stars twinkling in the sky, and the shadow of the stars on the surface of sea. You love this, even now. You were so into the scene. And the sea breeze, made you a song of soul. Night is peaceful. It never end people's hope up.

K : Yes, I am still loving this. This is why I want to be a backpacker, to search for another new life, and freedom of life, and gain knowledge.

S : Do you believe night is not a end of hope, but leads you to another new hope now?

K : I must believe it.

S : Every stage of day gives you hope, why are you still so hopeless?

K : I am sorry, I should be cheerful.

S : You still have a lot of problems have not been settled, can sort out any way to resolve?

K : Yes, I still have tonnes of problems. But I don't mind now. I believe solutions will appear slowly, and there is the time I solve them up.

S : Do you feel happy now?

K : No, I don't feel happy, but, I felt relieved.

S : What are you going to do now?

K : Reset my targets.

S : You had the targets.

K : Yes, I do. I classed them into four - Studies, Travel, Love and Life. But, I must rearrange my targets in studies now.

S : Why?

K : My first target in Studies is started at Alevels. I think I shouldnt left my SPM result out.

S : Why you left it out?

K : First of all, I thought it doesnt affect my future very much, because I am looking for Jan intake. But now, I shouldnt let it be a regret in my life, I want it scores prefectly, 11A1's.

S : You can do it, but don't give too much of stress to yourself. You experinced it, you lost control. And you felt the world is end, and you are going to die. You know these, you felt you're mad, and going to mentally disorder.

K : I know. Thank you.

S : Nothing is prefect, it is not necessary to get prefect for everything.

K : I know.

S : Try your best, and be hardworking if you are aiming for straight.

K : I know.

S : Rearrange your timetable again.

K : I know.

S : Hope is omnipresent. Don't feel hopeless.

K : I know.

S : I should leave. See you, and I'll wait for the good news.

K : Thank you.

The talk ends at 1.14am. It is midnight now, and this is why I love midnight.

*I will be fine*

IsayIloveYou,DoYouhearMe.ILoveYouforEternity.

Kal 28June 1.17am

Painful.

Heart starts to feel pain, I know something is going to happen sooner or later.

DEATH.

Kal 26June 10.47pm

Happy Birthdays.

I am watching Titanic for the third times, within five days, huhuhuhu, that's not importantXD

Happy awesome 16, Lok & Happy Birthday, Jocelyn.

All the Best.

Loveeee.

Kal 23June 10.56pm

*Edit: ohhhhh, the cheese cake was nice*~ and it was H.A.R.D. to cut, to eat and to digest. hahaha.

Depressing.

Non of any word can describe my feelings right now, and there is probably no reason to say it out, just keep it as secret. As long as I know, and you do.

Want to escape from this world for a little while, no matter it just a second, that's enough.

Kal 23June 12.18am

Probs.

Because I'm different, yupp, I must believe I'm different from others.So, SSSSStop worrying! Kisses.

Kal 21 June

Titanic.

This was happened 97 years ago..........

Facts:

No other ship has captured the world's attention, quite like the Titanic ship. Constructed to be unsinkable, this first class ocean liner set sail on April 10, 1912. The world had awaited the maiden voyage of this luxury liner for months. The White Star Line had taken great care to publicize the fantastic engineering of the Titanic and the world waited with baited breath for the ship to make her first voyage.
Passengers boarding the Titanic
As the passengers boarded the gangplank at Southampton, England for a trans-Atlantic crossing they were no doubt pleased to be a part of the maiden voyage of the invincible Titanic ship. Little did they know, however; that in just a few short days their names and the Titanic would be forever immortalized.
The Titanic ship disaster began, ironically enough as the ship was heading out to sea. The ship's builders had spared no expense in assuring that the Titanic would not only be the safest ship on the waters, but also the largest. This fact proved to be disastrous from the beginning. The larger ship managed to suck a much smaller vessel, the New York, into her wake as she began plowing through the waters with her massive propellers. The two ships came very close to colliding. This near miss may have set a few nerves on edge, but it was nothing compared to what would come later.
The Titanic Leaving Queenstown
Despite the close call, the first few days of the ship's voyage in no way indicated the tragic history of Titanic ship. Information of Titanic records indicate the ship made two ports of call, both with no incident. After the stop in Queenstown, Ireland to take on more passengers, the RMS Titanic set sail once again, headed for her destination in New York.
For four days the ship's elite passengers reveled in the brand new amenities of the Titanic ship, replete with every modern luxury known at the time. During the early part of the 20th century, it was considered quite sophisticated for wealthy families to spend portions of their time in Europe, which necessitated crossing the Atlantic at least once per year. Even to these jaded travelers, however, the Titanic ship was like no other. Nothing had been spared to insure the comfort of the first class guests. The ship was even equipped with only 20 lifeboats, so that precious deck space for the first class passengers would not be taken up by bulky lifeboats.
Down below, however, it was a different story. While the luxury liner teemed with a significant number of first class passengers, hundreds of second class and third class passengers survived the first few days of the voyage in cramped compartments. Most of these individuals were immigrant families who had scraped together every bit of money they had to travel to America aboard the grandest, and supposedly, safest ship ever built.
When the Titanic ship disaster finally reached its pinnacle on April 14th, each and every passenger on board; wealthy and poor alike; were forced to fight for their very survival. In the end only 705 persons survived the sinking of the ship, out of 2,228 passengers and crew members. 1,523 lives were lost when the Titanic ship beneath the ice cold waters of the Atlantic.
On the morning of April 15, 1912, the sinking of the Titanic the previous night shocked the world. The year had dawned bright with promise and the maiden voyage of the Titanic was a symbol of the advances mankind had made in the last few years. The ship was considered to have been so well constructed it was believed she could sustain any amount of damage and still remain afloat. Late on the night of April 14, 1912, the sinking of the Titanic proved this idea wrong in a horribly tragic way.
The causes of Titanic to sink have been the subject of much study and debate. Obviously, the instigating factor was the collision with the iceberg; however the question of 'how did it sink' is frequently the center of most questions regarding the Titanic.
In 1912 the sinking of the Titanic began late on the night of April 14th. Information on the sinking Titanic indicates that the ship approached a massive iceberg, and although efforts were made to steer clear of the large frozen mass, all efforts were to no avail. Sadly, further records of the Titanic accident history indicate that the Titanic disaster may very well have been able to have been completely avoided had officers on ship paid heed to reports received earlier regarding the frozen waters they were approaching.
Even though crew members were desperately trying to turn the ship in the other direction, when the ship collided with the berg a massive rip was torn parallel across the ship's bulk. The Titanic sinking began almost immediately, as the ship began to take on water. Surprisingly, many of the passengers remained unaware of this fact. Some passengers reported hearing and feeling a strange quivering in the ship; however, they did not attribute this to any potential problem and went on about their business.
Others had seen the iceberg has it passed their window and hurriedly donned dressing gowns and robes, anxious to discover whether or not they had truly hit the berg. At first, passengers were assured that there would only be a slight delay and were given no indication of the true severity of the situation. Passengers located at strategic points in the ship already knew the devastating truth however: the Titanic was sinking and sinking fast. An SOS was sent out to neighboring ships. The Carpathia picked up the ship's distress call and radioed back to let the ship's crew know they were on their way. It would be too late, however. By the time the Carpathia arrived, all that remained of the Titanic was a handful of lifeboats filled with shocked survivors.
Since the ship sank to her watery grave, almost one hundred years ago, a number of theories have been put forth to explain how in the year of 1912 the sinking of the Titanic could have occurred. Some theories suggest that had the ship's crew not attempted to turn the ship in the opposite direction of the iceberg and instead took the blow head-on, the collision would not have resulted in such catastrophic disaster. Consequently, neighboring ships in the area had reported earlier in the evening that the waters ahead contained numerous masses of solid ice and that approaching ships should proceed with caution. The Titanic, however, thought to be unsinkable, plowed full speed ahead. This proved to be a fatal mistake and is certainly one of the factors that led to the disaster.
How many people survived the Titanic is one of the most frequently asked questions regarding the history of this legendary ship. Of the 2,227 passengers and crew members who set sail, only 705 Titanic passengers survived.

Film:

In 1996, treasure hunter Brock Lovett (Bill Paxton) and his team explore the wreck of the RMS Titanic, searching for a necklace set with a valuable blue diamond called the Heart of the Ocean. Unsuccessful, they instead discover a drawing of a young woman reclining nude, wearing the Heart of the Ocean, dated the day the Titanic sank. One-hundred-and-one-year-old Rose Dawson Calvert (Gloria Stuart) learns of the drawing, and contacts Lovett to inform him that she is the woman in the drawing. She and her granddaughter Elizabeth "Lizzy" Calvert (Suzy Amis) visit Lovett and his skeptical team on his salvage ship. When asked if she knew the whereabouts of the necklace, Rose recalls her memories aboard the Titanic, revealing for the first time that she was Rose DeWitt Bukater, a passenger believed to have died in the sinking.
In 1912, the upper-class 17-year-old Rose (Kate Winslet) boards the ship in Southampton, England with her fiancé Caledon "Cal" Hockley (Billy Zane), the son of a Pittsburgh steel tycoon, and her mother, Ruth DeWitt Bukater (Frances Fisher). Both Cal and Ruth stress the importance of Rose's engagement to Cal, since the marriage will mean the eradication of the Dewitt-Bukater debts; while they have the outward appearance of being upper-class, Rose and her mother are financially broke. Distraught and frustrated by her engagement to the controlling Cal and the pressure her mother is putting on her to go through with the marriage, Rose attempts suicide by jumping from the stern. Before she leaps, a drifter and artist named Jack Dawson (Leonardo DiCaprio) intervenes. Initially, Cal, his friends, and the sailors, overhearing Rose's screams, believe Jack attempted to rape her. She explains Jack saved her life, hiding her suicide attempt by explaining she slipped after trying to see the propellers. Jack supports the claim, although Hockley's manservant, former Pinkerton agent Spicer Lovejoy (David Warner), is unconvinced. Jack and Rose strike up a tentative friendship as she thanks him for his corroboration, and he shares stories of his adventures traveling and sketching. Their bond deepens when they leave a stuffy first-class formal dinner of the rapport-building wealthy for a much livelier gathering of Irish dance, music and ale in third-class.
Cal is informed of Rose's partying in steerage and, during breakfast the following morning, flips the table in rage as he angrily forbids her to meet Jack again. However, after witnessing a woman encouraging her seven-year-old daughter to behave like a "proper lady" at tea, Rose defies him and her mother, asking Jack to sketch her nude and wearing only the Heart of the Ocean, an engagement present from Cal. Afterwards, the two playfully run away from Lovejoy, going below deck to the ship's cargo hold. They enter William Carter's Renault and proceed to make love, before moving to the ship's forward well deck. Rose decides when they arrive in New York, she will leave the ship with Jack. They then witness the ship's fatal collision with an iceberg. After overhearing the ship's lookouts discussing how serious the collision is, Rose tells Jack they should warn her mother and Cal. Meanwhile, Cal discovers Rose's nude drawing and her taunting note in his safe, so he frames Jack for stealing the Heart of the Ocean by having Lovejoy plant it in Jack's pocket. Upon learning Cal intends to leave Jack to die below deck, Rose runs away from him and her mother to rescue him from imprisonment in the master-at-arms's office.
Jack and Rose return to the top deck. Cal and Jack, though enemies, both want Rose safe, so they persuade her to board a lifeboat. But after realizing that she cannot leave Jack, Rose jumps back on the ship and reunites with him in the ship's first-class staircase. Infuriated, Cal takes Lovejoy's pistol and chases Jack and Rose down the decks and into the flooded first-class dining saloon. When Cal runs out of ammunition, he realizes he left the Heart of the Ocean in Rose's overcoat. Cal abandons Lovejoy and returns to the boat deck, where he boards Collapsible A by pretending to look after an abandoned child, as the officer he had previously bribed into letting him onto a lifeboat throws the money in his face. When Jack and Rose return to the top deck, the lifeboats have gone, and they are washed into the freezing Atlantic waters once the ship sinks. Jack and Rose manage to grab hold of a carved oak panel, which can only support one person. Jack dies of hypothermia, but Rose is rescued when Fifth Officer Harold Lowe returns with Lifeboat 14 with five other survivors.
Rose is taken by the RMS Carpathia to New York, where she gives her name as Rose Dawson (adopting Jack's surname, leading everyone to believe Rose DeWitt Bukater died on the Titanic). She also sees Cal for the last time on Carpathia's deck, looking for her (she explains he would later kill himself following the Wall Street Crash in 1929, after he lost everything). Having completed her story, the elderly Rose goes to the stern of Lovett's ship. After she steps onto the railing, it is revealed she still has the Heart of the Ocean in her possession. She drops the diamond into the water, sending it to join the remains of the most important event of her life. The film ends with a shot of Rose in bed. Around her are pictures of her doing everything she said she would do with Jack throughout her life. The final shot of the film is a vision of the young Rose reuniting with Jack at the Grand Staircase of the Titanic, surrounded and applauded by those who perished on the ship, as he kisses her.

Jack Dawson has meant the world to Rose Dewitt-Bukater.

They were both died in the liner-sinking but Rose Dawson would live, she knew it, and she stayed alive for Jack.

Kal 21June 1.43am

As.

Hahahahahahahaha, can I consider myself improved?

I got B4 for Bm, from C5 to B4, hmmmmmmm.

And my Favourite Sub, Bioooooo, hahahahahahahaha, I got B3, Hurrraaaaaaaaay, F.U.C.K! From A to B!

I HATE Bs!
I HATE Cs!
I HATE Ds!
I LOVE As!

Kal 17June 10.31pm

[I Recycle ....A LoT]

Craps.

Again and again, you keep remind me, I'm not prefect.

Yes I know, Yes I swear I know, please, just stop reminding me.

I have already tried my best to do better, though, the effect doesnt clearly shown, I really did. It isn't a simple task, it needs time, and you don't seem to give me more. Should I consider myself lucky, or not?

Good is not enough when Better is expected and Best is possible.

Iambetterthanbutnotthebest,whatisthewaytoimprove?

Kal 17June 12.54am

Dancing.

It's getting late,

I'm making my way over to my favourite place,

gotta get my body moving shake the stress away,

Iwasn't looking for nobody when you looked my way,

possible candidates, yeahh.

Who knew,

that you'd be up in here lookin like you do,

you're making staying over here impossible,

baby I must say your aura is incredible,

If you don't have to go, don't~

Do you know what you started

I just came here to party,

But now we're rocking on the dancefloor,

acting naughty,

your hands around my waist,

just let the music play,

we're hand in hand,

chest to chest,

And now we're face to face,

I wanna take you away,

Let's escape into the music,

DJ let it plays,

I just can't refuse it,

Like the way you do this,

keep on rocking to it,

please don't stop the music!

Come on, peoples! Get the music on and have party tonight~

Let's dance~

Whuuuuuuwhuuuuu,

Don't ask me why, I was just so high in mood today!

Dance, danCE, dANCE, DANCE, D.A.N.C.E.E!

Kal 13June 12.44am

Perfect.

We always heard that, Practise makes Perfect, but, we have also been told that Nothing is Perfect.

I am not perfect, sorry.

Kal 9June 10.42pm

Worst day.

I want to pronounce that:

TODAY IS MY WORST DAY, I SWEAR!

I HATE JUNE 9!

I REALLY REALLY DO!

MESSED UP THINGS WITH JUST A SIMPLE , NEGLIGIBLE MATTER!

FUCK MYSELF OFF!

WHY AM I SO FAILURE?

TELL ME WHY!

SUCKER!

I WANT SCREAM OUT LOUDLY!

I WANT WRACK PEOPLES!

I WANT KILL PEOPLE and myself.

I HATE JUNE 9!

Kal 9June 1.57am

Early morning.

It is 6.26am now. Good Morning Peoples, and Good Night for Kal. Is time to sleep. zZzZz.

Today must be a Good and Peaceful morning, enjoy your day peoples.

Kal 8June 6.29am

I love you, the one I love the most, but, where are you?

My beloved, do you love me as much as I do?

I need not promises.

Tell me where are you, let me get over to be with you.

Plato's Eternity.

Platonic love, the term interpreted as non-sexual friendly relationship these days, is one of the most misinterpreted term of all time. Plato's idea of the perfect love is not at all just between friends, although it can be non-sexual. In Plato's original theory, the perfect 'platonic' love is pure, emotional and spiritual. When two are 'platonically' in love, they shouldn't just be attracted by physical appearances. They would have fallen in love emotionally and spiritually. This means that their minds would bind and thus know what each other is thinking about at all times.

Romance in Aegean Sea.

Kal 7June 10.56pm

Holidays.

Holidays, I got nothing to do in holidays, nothing really get my mood to do it.

I am just like a phantom....of my house, wasting time.

Anyone, anything, anyhow, save me!

Kal 4June 12.44am

AGM.

Wow, St John AGM is around the corner...............Who cares, at least not for me. And, I am not going to attend this
U.S.E.L.E.S.S thingy~

I, now, am so suffered with those reports, a lot of things to type, and I don't even know where to start. Do those big-big-people ever check every single page of my reports? Pissoff, sure they won't, but still asking me to do it, kind of wasting my time.
Anyway, that's my respondsible. err, I should resign this stupid post early in the year. F.

Oh yea, who is my up-coming head and assistant of PD, can A.N.Y.B.O.D.Y tell me this? I can't imagine what will happen next, hopefully will W.O.R.S.E than now, cause I want Y.O.U -not my PD commitee members, I know some small group of my friends will get my mean. huuray.- D.I.E. hahahahahahahahahahha. Evil.

Let's imagine how is our AGM, ermm, bore, maybe. Dry and not interesting at all, certainly. hahahaha, cause you aren't a good L. hahaahahahahhaa.

Then, let's see what will come out during the performance, please not put on some silly show. I will definitely wrack you~

Don't feel want to waste my time on here for the AGM~ anymore, bye.

Oh yea, if you, yupp, Y.O.U not satisfy with this post, just press 'Alt+F4'. toodles.

Kal 3June 11.43pm

P/S This is my blog, don't tell me what to say or what not to say.

Rain.

Another night of raining.

I love you.

Kal 3Jun 12.50am

Laughter.

Went for 'Night at the Museum 2' tonight,

nothing much to say about it,

except f.u.n.n.y.

Yeaa, just funny.

Looking forward to '17again' and 'HP6'.

Lifeless me.

Good night.

Kal 1Jun 1.51am

Mr. Environment.

Hohoho, Call me

-Mr. Environment-

XDD.

Ohh yea, Pavi,

Ms. Pemungut Cuk..... KERTAS.

Save Earth.

Kal 28May 7.53pm

They are special.

Their story are so attractive to me.

Because of,

their strong and trustfullness friendship,

they love and support each and others,

their unique and special characteristics,

they experinced different lives and things,

or,

because of, I realize I will not find these, in the rest of my life?

They will definitely try hard to get a way to help the one who made troubles and, never give up of helping. They tolerated to their beloved one, no matter how or what he/she did, included the right and wrong. They roamed away, and experinced new lives. They changed their behaviour and characteristic to the new one, to more mature. They faith to anyone of them, although, they may have a quarrell once upon a time. They made the story of their lives together, and it lasts long.

I just wish I could be one of them, can I?

Kal 24May 8.42pm

Reborn.

Ha.Ha.Ha.

HELLOPEOPLE!

I was so D.E.A.D for the past two weeks,

and now, I am R.E.B.O.R.N.

'cause, exam weeks are going to end, yupp, E.N.D

And holidays are coming, Hoorayyy.

And waiting for results....................
Screw up!

Kal 23May 11.35pm

*I wanna go Malacca*

Day VS Night.

S.U.N

Headed to McD alone;

Had my breakfast alone;

Did my revision there alone;

Read the Star alone;

Sat there for nothing alone;

Enjoyed alone.

M.O.O.N

Listening to my favourite music in the dark;

Singing along with the songs in the dark;

Dreaming for my dream in the dark;

Loving being alone in the dark.

L.O.V.E

My Day.

Kal 10May 2.05am

*-ness*

*SICKNESS*

Well, I got

F.L.U

H.E.A.D.A.C.H.E

F.E.V.E.R

C.O.U.G.H

today!

I.

A.

M.

S.

O.

D.

E.

A.

D.

N.

O.

W.

Hope is not SWINE FLU!

Damn la wei.

Kal 6May 11.00pm

*-less*

*Timeless*

Walao man, FOUR more days to R.I.P

Not ready for ANYTHING yet.

Especially the EXPERIMENTS.

Physic paper 3 on Wednesday ;

Chemistry paper 3 on Thursday.

Guess what?

D.I.I.I.I.I.I.I.I.I.I.I.I.E

I don't even know what's coming out in the papers!

What to do?

PHYSIC is M.A.G.I.C.

But, I prefer M.I.R.A.C.L.E.

Craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap!

Time-less

Sleep-less

Joy-less

Crazy-N.E.S.S

Stop the time please.

Kal 6May 1.00am

Wondering.

What is 'FRIEND'?

A person who you can really rely on;

Or a person who you can take the advantage of.

I wonder

Then how about 'FRIENDSHIP'?

How long can it lasts for?

One year, ten years or lasts forever?

I curious.

The questions seem so silly and easy,

but, how many of us can really understand and answer them?

Kal 4May 2.22am

Show.

Just be the one I used to be,

not willing to change myself for you,

and not demanding you to change for me.

For the first message:

Excuse me, what's the point you send me this message?

Telling me you have changed or informing me, you feel troubles?

Funny, who you think you're?

Leader of the group, or the one who need protection?

No way man, both you aren't, and don't tell me your story, I am not interested.

For second message:

What again, wanna get attention?

Or apologize heartily, but to who?

Just put on another funny show.

Not interested.

For third message:

Acting a great man, to show you're really great?

Fuck.

Friendship forever?

You think so, but I am not, if with you.

Stop acting, 'cause it isn't a good show

Kal 2May 10.08pm